“See Deeper”

Now day, we confused by the government policy. So many policies that make controversial in our country, and education sector is one of the important part in our development progress for the next future. It should get more attention from us, because without ability and knowledge its too difficult to make advance in our country. And so possible that our country be chaotic.

When we see, the government just give allocate about 12,2% in 2008. Its increase 1,2% from 2007. although like that, I think its still not efficient / enough, because as we know the biggest portion of education sector progress with improve the country’s education budget were spent to finance the bureaucracy, its so confusing me!

Here, one of the reality that in our educational sector.

The high competition for high school graduates to enter the university. For about 393.000 high school graduates for being part of 96.066 that can receives in 56 state universities across the country.

Here, cell phones needed by three students (two girls and one boy) for help them to pass the test. The boy was caught trying to see the message from his phone to looking the answers. And the girls put the hands free under the headscarf and hidden the cell phone in the shirt pocket, also it hidden under the bandana.

Of course, its make us surprised to knows that our students were desperate and lost their confidence to pass the test to enter the state University.

Its possible if they do like that when we see the capacity that how many students were needed for / received as student in state Universities across the country.

So, not only the government should give the attention in education sector, but also parents, teachers, and other element in the community to improve our education’s quality.

Its time to make the better progress in our country, especially in education sector. Let’s make a change for our education’s sector progress with improve the country’s educational quality, repair damage education facilities and improve teacher training.

When the government’s plan to conduct the national exam for elementary or other grade, its better if the first thing that must be done is to see the quality of education, the there enough to do it, ready to do it. Like PDI-P legislator Cypranus Aoer said “it must also focus on process, which is fundamental to educate student. And this must be entrusted to schools, particularly the teaching staff”. He also said that like national exam for high school students, the planned national exam for elementary school student was against the goals of the county’s law in education.

(journal of me in the third semester)

Ketika Matahari, Awan, dan Bintang bertemu...

Udah lumrah kali ya kalo Matahari ma Awan ketemu, nah lho gimana jadinya kalo Matahari malah ketemu Bintang di siang hari?

Yups, ne cuma terjadi di dunia kecil dalam ingatan!
Hari itu, Sabtu 4 Oktober di tahun 2008, Matahari, Awan, ma Bintang ketemu di acara reuni mini kawan seangkatan 05. Seneng, tapi sedikit kecewa juga karena dua keajaiban alam lainnya tidak bisa hadir yaitu Bulan dan Pelangi yang hari itu lebih memilih acara penting lainnya, it's ok yang penting itu tidak mengurangi rasa persahabatan kami.
Pagi, sekitar pukul 07:45 da panggilan masuk, nomor baru, sapa ya...? Ternyata my friend,

"Ning, kamu dimana?"
"Masih di rumah"
"Ya ampun, nyampe jam berapa tuh, acaranya kan jam 8!"
"Ia, ni juga lagi siap-siap ko!"
"Ya udah, mpe ktemu disana ya.."
"Ya, masa ketemu disini, he.he.."

Ya udah, minta anter my UncLe, coz telat neh, mana tanganku masih agak sakit (kmaren bis kecelakaan-info).

"A, ngebut dikit ya, coZ temen-temen uda pada nunggu di Kwadanan.." pintaku ketika uda nyampe jalan raya, maklum rumah ortuku jauh dari peradaban! he.he..

"Sip!" jawab pamanku singkat

Tiba di Kwadanan.... (bersambung dlu ya, coZ da teLpn dari my sis minta kejelasan tiket, hhhhh)

u9h....lagi-lagi

Terseret pada rutinitas yang mesti dirasa setiap kali hitungan waktu datang, sempat merasa bahwa ini semua tak adil dan menggugat atas suratan takdir. Hingga kadang terbesit pinta untuk sejenak hilang dan berganti posisi. Hingga Ibu pernah menegur

"jangan bilang begitu, ini adalah kemestian yang harus dialami, yang sabar ya..."

Kesabaran yang mesti diuji setiap waktu, namun, bukannya aku kuat, tapi aku selalu lemah dan tak kuasa menahan rasa sakit diseluruh sendi kehidupan! Rasa yang tak bisa kusandarkan pada kata (terlalu mendramatisir), tapi ini adalah kenyataan. Ada yang aneh, namun aku tak tau, setiap ia berganti aku mulai pulih dan berfikir bahwa esok ia tak akan ada lagi, namun, sampai hari ini semua selalu terulang. Banyak tanya yang ku layangkan pada semua orang, namun hanya gelengan kepala dan nada serupa. Aku ingin, esok yang akan datang, ia sudah tak bersamaku lagi.